사랑해요김희철 기다릴게김희철

It seems like a blink of eye
Time passes so quickly

I recalled just stepping out from swimming pool in Phuket last weekend
And a message from friend in Singapore arrived
It says: Kim Heechul is entering army on 1st September
Shan and I were so shocked by
the news and scrambled to find more information on twitter

The heart felt so heavy ever since
The stages look more and more empty with each passing day
Inkigayo today is Heenim's last stage for two years

ELFs changed the fanchant for this last stage
사랑해요김희철 기다릴게김희철



We gonna miss you so much, Heenim
Please don't delete your twitter and cyworld accounts
Do keep us a part in your life and heart

Until we see you again two years later
Do take care

희철오빠 기다릴게 o人o

Dream Interpretation

My dream interpretation for the past 2 days
Damn
They're freaking accurate!

Your dream signifies your fear of change and your ambivalence about seizing an opportunity.
You may feel unready, unworthy, or unsupported in your current circumstances.

You may be overwhelmed or conflicted with decisions about your future.
Time is running out and you no longer have time to accomplish all the things you want.

The dream suggests that you are feeling emotionally drained and stressed.
It reflects how you really feel in your waking state.

Your dream suggests that you are feeling confined and restricted in your
job, career, health, or a personal relationship.
You may be in a rut and are tired of the same daily monotony.

Exasperated

I get irritated at the slightest things





B.R.E.A.T.H.E

Fantasies

I have so much fantasies
But I'm indulging in it within my own small world
It doesn't matter, actually
After all, they are just mere harmless thoughts that make me happy

But I chid myself for having them
I wanna stay my saint self 24/7

Such dilemma

I shouldn't be worrying about all these things at this time
Especially when I'm supposedly rushing report for school
Argh~
School things are back weighing on my mind constantly now

I need to get myself on the running track again tomorrow
To shed off all the burdens

Literally

VS

Someone said there is a difference between things you can do well and things you'd like to do well
This statement got me thinking
What have I been keeping myself busy with?

I guess I'm just preoccupied with things I can do well with
So that I can invest in things I'd like to do well
Or not
I guess it's rather
Investing in things I'd like and might not even do well in
Ha~

Either way
I'm just trying to make myself happier
It's just that I somehow got lost along the way

I wish too much

I wish our world is smaller
And our hearts would meet

I wish things were less difficult
And I could push myself harder

I wish I could right the wrongs I made in the past
Those wrongs that got me to where I am today



I need a Santa Claus

Captain America

Last night went Esplanade for indie music show by 黃玠 + 黃小楨
Eyes gradually became very red and uncomfortable
Had to remove contact lens halfway through the show
Couldn't really concentrate throughout the performance
I had the non stop "Because I'm naughty naughty" ringing in my head

Anyway I reached home around 12.30am and rushed to shower
Sat myself right in front of the tv at 1am
Waiting for the Music Core repeat telecast
Finally managed to see this HD on my own tv

B.L.I.S.S


Today went out to catch movie Captain America with Mushroom
I think I haven't woke up entirely when I bought the movie tickets
Overheard the people behind me talking about the 12.50pm show
And I really bought the 12.50pm slot tickets
I only realized my mistake when we were making our way to the movie theatre
We were expecting to catch the 1.45pm show!
Good thing the ticketing officer allowed us to change
Phew~

Because of my red eyes
Today was a no contact lens and make up day

Oh... I didn't photoshop the picture too!
I only used iPhone app to adjust lightings
Kekeke~

Good night everyone ♥

Mr Simple MV

I just wanna non stop repeat this
My eyes are dazzled by the boys' awesomeness

Mr Simple MV Teaser 2

The second teaser totally captures my heart
I can't wait for their comeback stage

Mr Simple MV Teaser

I thought this week would start on a good note
Monday would start well
Its apparent that I've gotten my thoughts all wrong
Ha~

I guess I can only laugh it off now
Hahahahahaha (Coughs)

Anyway..

My Twitter timeline is totally crazy now
Super Junior 5Jib MV teaser is released
Everyone is sooooo excited



Yesung and Sungmin are killing me
Kekekekeke~

5JIB MV Teaser!

I just finished doing my way overdue work on a Sunday night
Bah~Totally bring forward my Monday blues

In addition to this
I didn't go for my usual Sunday evening run
OMG
I can feel the steamboat food happily swimming in my tummy now

School starts in the coming week
Which is tomorrow
Damn
Can my Monday blues get any more worst?

On a happier note
Super Junior 5Jib comeback 22seconds MV teaser is out tomorrow
I can't wait